Brainwork

The first week has passed moderately quick. Neither slow nor fast which I guess it's a good thing afterall. Peaceful and thank God for nice colleagues so far... hopefully they will be nice for the next few years. A few people asked me "how do you find your job?" My answer for the time being is "alright." No job is perfect I guess but you just have to find satisfaction and joy in the things that you are doing in the marketplace. Sometimes it's hard challenging difficult and not easy at all but however, they are meant to be there to challenge yourself to another level or I would say increase your capacity. Anyway these stuff is what you learnt through the scriptures and the church so come to church to be empowered by Jesus and God! Seriously A R Bernard's msg on the cultural mandate is really good stuff... analogous to cough syrup!

Thank God for June. I got my 7 days leave followed by the upcoming 2 weeks of holiday extending from June to early July and not forgetting the Taiwan trip early this year and the family-orientated-yet-not-stressed-job during the first 5 months. Thankful as well for the well wishes, gifts and great friends who were put in this season of my life. Plus the new transition into another new industry which I believe and pray that it will be something that God wants me to do.

"We live by faith, not by sight." 2 Cor 5:7

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Healing is all I need

It's 4.15am Singapore time. I can't sleep. All these years of negative thoughts comes from one source - the rifts of my heart. Having a tendency to push/shove/cast these aside with ignorance is not really a wise thing to do. Having to say that, I didn't have the courage to face them either. Reading a few times of awakening the dead plus what A R Bernard has preached serve a great piece of advice but seriously requires a lot from you. No one can help except me myself and God.

Awesome! First day of leave... Actually I'm not at all excited. Ha. Anyway A R Bernard's preaching on the finale night was eye-opening. Seriously brought me out of my situation at that 1 hour moment plus the 1st night with Pastor Kong was etched in my mind.

ok.

12 days of leave.

19 days of new working life.

15/16 days of downunder

yeah~

closed friends will be there for you even if one didn't mentioned a word. A simple act of concern, an sms or call, an email or even human touch will always make a difference in any circumstances. But if it doesn't happened, run to God. He is where you can find solace...

downcast yet alive

Standing on a small hill that stands at the crevices of the biomedical hub drawn my attention to the facades and contrast of catchy and mild colors during the surprisingly-cool evening night. Prior to that, I was struggling on the thread mill to run at least 3 kilometres for that day but failed miserably at a distance of 2.8 kilometres partly of the many items that are swirling in my head. Irregardless of that, thankfulness is still thankfully in my mind. Thankful of how God has brought me to this organization. Thankful of God that I'm not stressed up by the work load. Thankful of the nice colleagues that He has placed in midst and the list just goes on. Time is short-lived and I guess for the next few weeks, I hope to enjoy the last few glimpses of what God has to offer before I'm challenged to a completely different experience. It's not easy I guess but as what Willy has mentioned, we need to be always thankful of what God has done in our lives.

The service today was a different one. Great I would said. I wanted to go down but I didn't. That service was edifying to my spiritman. It did bring some encouragement. I was tired I guess partly these past few weeks has been a struggle in the way I'm thinking. The words in the sermon that were preached forth, the words that were amplified during the prayer time, the lyrics that were sang during worship, were surprisingly meaningful. No idea why but I know it's a journey and this journey is going to be longer than I expected... Yea it will be but it will be in His hands.

I guess most of us have heard of life journeys of how less well-to-do or even the less-privileged people who managed to do well in their studies and careers. And I'm truly happy and inspired by their perseverance, endurance, and sheer will-power. Most of them is bounded by their limited financial status and it is always so hard especially when they are young. I guess no one will understand the suffering they have gone through unless you are the one who experienced it. Suffering? or disability? But ultimately you have to choose to overcome it or be defeated by it. I guess the wealthy may not understand the plight and the agony but I believe they have their fair share of challenges but I guess it's not as bad as being financially unstable. Why am I talking abt this? I saw a blog entry and he mentioned of how tough to uphold the family financial status and he has to sign on as a regular irregardless of whether he likes it or not. This is really someone whom we can respect. These people tend to be more humble, down to earth, understanding when it comes to finances. We can do more if we have more cash but well... it all depends on God who has the best plan for each of us.

btw it's just some random post.